赎 罪
英国 1935年 England 1935
我写完我的剧本了 太棒了 I finished my play. Well done.
看见妈妈了吗? Have you seen Mummy?
她应该在客厅 Well, she'll be in the drawing room, I expect.
我希望今天你不要挡我们道儿 布莱欧妮小姐 I hope you're not gonna be getting under our feet today, Miss Briony.
我们要准备10个人的晚宴 We got a dinner for 10 to prepare.
你好啊 伙计 我听说你要排演一出戏 谁告诉你的? Hello, pal, I hear you're putting on a play. Who told you?
好事传千里 Jungle drums.
你会来看吗? 我不知道那是不是... Will you come and see it? I'm not sure that would be quite...
你干吗不给我看看剧本呢? Why don't you let me read it?
你以前都会把你所有的小说做成漂亮集子给我 You used to make me those beautiful bound copies of all your stories.
我都留着呢 我还是希望你能来 I've kept them all. I still want you to come.
看情况吧 我得走了 Let's see. I have to go now.
妈妈 我需要你 Mummy, I need you!
不可思议 真是不可思议 亲爱的 你的第一个剧本 Stupendous. It's stupendous, darling. Your first play.
你觉得好吗? 你说利昂会喜欢吗? Do you think so? Do you think Leon will like it?
他当然会喜欢的 Well, of course he will.
阿拉贝拉的审判 布莱欧妮·苔丽斯着 The Trials of Arabella, by Briony Tallis.
茜(塞西莉亚昵称) 啊? Cee. Yes?
你说变成另一个人是什么感觉? What do you think it would feel like to be someone else?
会更好 我希望 CECILIA: Cooler, I should hope.
我很担心这部戏 肯定是部佳作 I'm worried about the play. I'm sure it's a masterpiece.
但我们只剩今天下午来排演 如果那对双胞胎演不来怎么办? But we only have the afternoon to rehearse. What if the twins can't act?
你得对他们好点 我在想要是你妈妈 You have to be nice to them. I wonder how'd you feel if your mother
跟无线电台播新闻的某某先生跑了 你会是什么感受? had run off with Mr. What's-his-name who reads the news on the wireless?
也许我应该给利昂写一篇小说 Perhaps I should have written Leon a story.
写小说的时候 只要写出"城堡" 就能联想到 If you write a story, you only have to say the word "castle," and you could see
塔楼 树林 还有下面的村庄 但是... the towers and the woods and the village below, but...
剧本里面 就... In a play, it's...
全得靠演员来表现 It all depends on other people.
茜 啊? Cee. Yes?
你为什么不跟罗比讲话了? Why don't you talk to Robbie any more?
我讲啊 只是我们的交际圈不一样了 I do. We just move in different circles, that's all.
我们一定要排个剧吗? 为什么我们一定要排? Do we have to do a play? Why do we have to?
为了欢迎我哥哥利昂来 我讨厌戏剧 It's to celebrate my brother Leon's visit. I hate plays.
我也是 你们怎么会讨厌戏剧? So do I. How can you hate plays?
戏剧就是瞎显摆 好好排戏要不我就敲你们的脑袋 It's just showing off. You'll be in this play or you'll get a clout.
我会告诉大人 你不能敲我们的脑袋 And I'll tell the parents. You're not allowed to clout us.
我们是来这儿做客的 大人是怎么嘱咐我们的? We're guests in this house. And what did the parents say we were to make ourselves?
你说啊 皮耶罗? 听话 Well, Pierrot? Amenable.
杰克逊? 听话 Jackson? Amenable.
听话 这就对了 Amenable, that's right.
好了 布莱欧妮 这个剧是关于什么的? Now, Briony, what's your play about?
这剧是说 Well, it's about how
爱总是好的 但是我们要小心呵护 love is all very well, but you have to be sensible.
我想你要演阿拉贝拉吧? 也不一定 I suppose you're going to be Arabella. Well, not necessarily.
这样的话 能让我演吗? 洛拉参加过学校的戏剧演出 In that case, do you mind if I play her? Lola was in the school play.
答应我吧 这会是我几个月来碰到的第一件好事 Do say yes. It'd be the first decent thing to happen to me in months.
好吧 你来演吧 Well, yes, all right.
我看我们排演之前要先读一下剧本 I suppose we should start by reading it.
如果你演阿拉贝拉 导演就得我来当 非常感谢 If you're going to be Arabella, then I'll be the director, thank you very much.
抱歉 Sorry.
我来读开场白 I'm going to do the prologue.
开场白 "Prologue.
这是轻佻的阿拉贝拉的故事 "This is the tale of spontaneous Arabella,
她和一个外来的家伙私奔 "who ran away with an extrinsic fellow.
留下伤心的父母 看着他们的长女 "It grieved her parents to see their firstborn
从家乡消失 去往伊斯特本(英 港口) "evanesce from her home to go to Eastbourne."
什么事? Yes?
没什么 只是我想看看 但是排演是不公开的 Nothing. Just thought I'd watch. Rehearsals are private, I'm afraid.
你可以今晚来看这部戏 You can see the play this evening.
晚上我得工作 那我很遗憾 丹尼 I'll have to work then. Well, I'm sorry, Danny.
现在我们能去游泳吗? 好 好 好! Can we go for a swim now? Yes, yes, yes!
不行 我们真地没时间了! 塞西莉亚会让我们去的 No, I don't really think there's time! Cecilia will let us.
我看休息半小时对我们都好 I'm sure a half-hour break would do us all good.
塞西莉亚? 塞西莉亚! PIERROT: Cecilia? Cecilia!
塞西莉亚! Cecilia!
塞西莉亚! 塞西莉亚 塞西莉亚 求你了 我们能去游泳吗 塞西莉亚? Cecilia! Cecilia, Cecilia. Please, can we go for a swim, Cecilia?
可以 没什么不可以的 别去太深的地方 Yes, I don't see why not. Don't go out of your depth!
能不能给我一根你那种布尔什维克烟卷? Can you do me one of your Bolshevik roll-ups?
天气真好 还行吧 我觉得太热了点 Beautiful day. I suppose so. Too hot for me.
那本书好看吗? 没什么意思 Are you enjoying your book? No, not really.
后面会更精彩 It gets better.
我还是比较喜欢菲尔丁 I prefer Fielding any day.
更富有热情 Much more passionate.
利昂今天回来 你知道吗? 我听见这么传 Leon's coming down today, did you know? I heard a rumour.
他会带来一个朋友 叫保罗·马歇尔 卖巧克力的百万富翁 He's bringing a friend with him. It's Paul Marshall, the chocolate millionaire.
花是为他准备的? 不应该吗? Are the flowers for him? Why shouldn't they be?
利昂说他很有魅力 Leon says he's very charming.
老头儿昨晚打电话回来了 说你想做医生 The Old Man telephoned last night. He says you're planning on being a doctor.
我是这么想的 是的 再去当六年学生 I'm thinking about it, yes. Another six years of student life.
不然怎么能当医生呢? 这样可以拿到助学金 How else do you become a doctor? You could get a fellowship, now,
不是吗? 那先前呢? 我不想教书 couldn't you? With your First? I don't want to teach.
我说过我会把钱还给你父亲 I said I'd pay your father back.
我根本不是那个意思 That's not what I meant at all.
我来帮你 不用了 我自己来 谢谢 Let me help with that. No, I'm all right, thanks.
拿着花 拿着花 我自己来 我自己来 Take the flowers. Take the flowers. I'm all right. I'm all right.
你个白痴 Oh, you idiot.
你知不知道那可能是我们最值钱的东西? Do you realise that's probably the most valuable thing we own?
不再是了 现在不是了 Not any more, it isn't.
小心! Careful!
对不... I'm...
你好 罗比! Hello, Robbie!
他还真是慇勤 No need to encourage him.
茜? Cee?
妈妈? Mother?
大家都到哪儿去了 丹尼? 我不知道 少爷 Where is everyone, Danny? I don't know, sir.
少爷 真想喝一杯 Sir. Gasping for a drink.
你要不要来一杯? 当然 Will you have one? Rather.
威士忌? 好的 Whisky? Please.
利昂! 她来了 Leon! Here she is.
哦 我好想你 我在这儿都快疯了 Oh, I've missed you. I've been going completely doolally up here.
这是我妹妹塞西莉亚 这是保罗·马歇尔 久仰久仰 This is my sister, Cecilia. Paul Marshall. I've heard an awful lot about you.
彼此彼此 安排他住哪儿? Likewise. Where are we putting him?
住那个蓝色的房间 妈妈正躺着呢 她的偏头疼又犯了 In the blue room. Mother's lying down, she's got one of her migraines.
不奇怪 天儿这么热 I'm not surprised, with this heat.
就是育婴室旁边那间大房 It's the big room next to the nursery.
老头儿待在伦敦吗? Is the Old Man staying in town?
看来是 内阁正忙的时候 Looks like it. Some sort of rush on at the Ministry.
我们不是要排戏吗? 不排了 So aren't we doing the play? No.
为什么不排了? 别问我 Why not? Don't ask me.
我不喜欢这儿 I don't like it here.
新品牌上市的时候总是有很多问题 There's always a problem when a new brand comes about.
新的销售手段 新包装 新形状 The remarketing, the re-packaging, the re-shaping.
有时候还要有新口味 甚至全新的技术 Even the re-flavouring in some cases, or whole new technology.
我们主要的挑战是要不要推出新品牌Amo巧克力棒 I think our main challenge is whether or notto launch the new Amo Bar.
军供Amo 明白吗? 给我Amo? The Army Amo. Do you see? Pass the Amo?
我在内阁的消息来源很可靠 My source at the Ministry is very reliable,
以前在哈罗(伦敦西北市镇)我擦过他的鞋 他告诉我我们的巧克力 I used to clean his shoes at Harrow, informs me we have a good chance
很可能被加进军队下发的标准口粮包 of including it in the standard issue ration pack.
我至少得再开3家工厂才能供得上 Which means that I'd have to open at least three more factories.
要是再征兵还得开更多家 如果希特勒先生不闭嘴 More if they bring in conscription, which I say is bound to happen
征兵是难免的了 if Herr Hitler doesn't pipe down.
他一定会继续推进 He's about as likely to do that as buy shares
像我们买M&S公司股票一样 不是吗? in Marks and Spencer's, wouldn't you agree?
这可不妙 我用冰砂调鸡尾酒 This isn't very good. I make a cocktail with crushed ice,
加进朗姆酒和融开的黑巧克力 绝对好喝 rum and melted dark chocolate. It's absolutely scrumptious.
猜猜我们进门的时候碰见谁了? 罗比 Guess who we met on the way in? Robbie.
我让他晚上一起来 利昂 不会吧 I told him to join us tonight. Oh, Leon, you didn't.
罗比 管家的儿子 他爸爸10年前跑了 So, Robbie, the housekeeper's son, whose father did a bunk 20 years ago,
他获得了本地中学的奖学金 老头儿供他读完了剑桥 gets a scholarship to the local grammar, the Old Man puts him through Cambridge,
跟茜同时读的 三年里她就没怎么跟他说过话 goes up at the same time as Cee, and for three years she hardly speaks to him.
跟他保持一英里的距离 怕罗丁(著名私立女校)的同学笑话 Wouldn't let him within a mile of her Roedean chums.
有烟吗? Anyone got a cigarette?
不知道这些天他在搞什么鬼 胡乱摆弄花圃 I don't know what the hell he's doing these days, messing about in flower beds.
实际上 他正打算去读个医学学位 As a matter of fact, he's planning on doing a medical degree.
老头儿点头了吗? And the Old Man said yes to that?
我真觉得你该去门房那儿让他不要来 Look, I really think you should go down to the lodge and ask him not to come.
为什么? 你们之间出了什么事吗? Why? Has something happened between you?
天哪 For God's sake.
我们什么时候回家? 快了 When can we go home? Soon.
我们不能回去 他们离婚了 We can't go home. It's a divorce.
你怎么敢这么说? 这是事实 How dare you say that? Well, it's true!
你永远不准再说起那个词 记住了吗? You will never, ever use that word again! Do you understand?
现在我们干什么? 我也总是这么问自己 Now what are we going to do? I'm always asking myself that.
我叫保罗·马歇尔 你们一定是北边来的表亲 My name is Paul Marshall. You must be the cousins from the north.
你们叫什么名字? 皮耶罗 What are your names? Pierrot.
杰克逊 都是好名字 Jackson. What marvellous names.
你认识我们父母吗? Do you know our parents?
我在报纸上看到他们的事 Well, I've read about them in the paper.
报纸上到底说他们什么了? 你知道 照旧是些胡说八道 What exactly have you read about them? Oh, you know. The usual sort of nonsense.
您要是不当着孩子面说这些我会很感激 I'll thank you not to talk about this in front of the children.
你们的父母绝对是好人 Your parents are absolutely wonderful people,
这很明显 他们很爱你们 总是想着你们 that's quite clear, and they love you and think about you all the time.
娇丽的阔腿裤不错 Jolly nice slacks.
我们去看戏的时候我在丽波提买的 We went to see a show and I got them at Liberty's.
看了什么戏? 哈姆雷特 What was the show? Hamlet.
啊 对 "生存还是死亡" Ah, yes. "To be or not to be."
我喜欢你的鞋子 I like your shoes.
这是特尔街的杜克鞋 他们会做一个木头的东西 和你的脚型一样 Duckers in the Turl. They make a wooden thing, shaped like your foot.
永远保留下来 Keep it forever.
我快饿死了 什么时候开饭? I'm starving. When's dinner?
这我倒可能帮得上忙 你猜我是干什么的 Well, I might be able to help you there, if you can guess what I do for a living.
你有一间巧克力工厂 地球人都知道 You've got a chocolate factory. Everyone knows that.
那你就不算是猜中的 对不对? Then it wasn't a guess, was it?
在英国军队 每位士兵的装备包里都会有一块这个 There'll be one of these in every kit bag of every soldier in the British Army.
包了糖衣 不容易融化 Sugar casing, so it won't melt.
为什么他们有免费糖果吃? Why should they get free sweets?
因为他们会为了国家去打仗 'Cause they'll be fighting for their country.
我爸爸说仗打不起来 Our daddy says there isn't going to be a war.
你爸爸说错了 Your daddy is wrong.
这是军队独家供应商Amo Amo 西班牙语 爱的意思 Calling it the Army Amo. Amo, amas, amat.
满分(上句原文是动词变位) Top marks.
西班牙语很无聊 什么词都是"O"结尾的 "Polo"还有"Aero" It's boring how everything ends in "o.""Polo" and "Aero."
还有"Oxo"还有"Brillo" 看来你不想吃 And "Oxo" and "Brillo". Sounds as if you don't want it.
我只得把它给你姐姐了 Then I shall just have to give it to your sister.
咬一口 Bite it.
你得咬下去 You have to bite it.
公主很清楚他的冷酷和邪恶 The Princess was well aware of his remorseless wickedness.
但还是抑制不住心里满满的爱意 But that made it no easier to over come the voluminous love she felt
全心爱着罗穆卢斯爵士 公主心里还是本能地觉察到 in her heart for Sir Romulus. The Princess knew instinctively
这个红发的男人信不过 that the one with red hair was not to be trusted.
正当他年轻的卫士一次又一次潜入湖的深处 As his young ward dived again and again to the depths of the lake,
四处寻找魔法圣杯 罗穆卢斯爵士捻着他茂密的胡子 in search of the enchanted chalice, Sir Romulus twirled his luxuriant moustache.
罗穆卢斯爵士和他的两个同伴骑着马向北前行 想像着 Sir Romulus rode with his two companions, north wards, drawing ever closer
一步步靠近那灿烂的海 to an effulgent sea.
他英雄般地出现了 英勇地说着 So heroic in manner, he appeared so valiant in word
没人能猜到潜藏在 No one could ever guess at the darkness
罗穆卢斯·特恩布尔爵士黑色心中的阴险 lurking in the black heart of Sir Romulus Turnbull.
他是世上最危险的人 He was the most dangerous man in the world.
"亲爱的塞西莉亚 我想我应该写信 "Dear Cecilia, I thought I should write to apologise for my clumsy
为我笨拙轻率的行为道歉" and inconsiderate behaviour."
"如果我的举止失礼 请原谅 但是我..." "Forgive me if I seem strange but I'm..."
(在我的梦中)
(我亲吻你的阴户 甜蜜湿润的阴户)
亲爱的塞西莉亚 下午我表现得莫名其妙 Dear Cecilia, you'd be forgiven for thinking me mad,
即使你觉得我疯了我也不怪你 the way I acted this afternoon.
事实是 你一出现 茜 我就变得又昏又傻 The truth is I feel rather light headed and foolish in your presence, Cee,
我看我也不能推说是因为天气太热 and I don't think I can blame the heat.
你会原谅我吗? "Will you forgive me?
罗比 "Robbie."
要出去? Off out then?
是的 利昂邀请我去一起吃晚饭 Yes, Leon's asked me to join them for dinner.
所以我才擦了一下午银器 So that's why I've been polishing silver all afternoon.
看到光鉴照人的勺子我会想起你的 I'll think of you when I see my face in the spoon.
你一点也不像你爸爸 一点也不像 You're not a bit like your father. Not in any way.
那是因为我只属于你 我要迟到了 That's because I'm all yours. I'll be late.
你的衬衫挂在楼上 Your shirts are hanging upstairs.
儿子 怎么? Son. Yes?
没什么 Nothing.
布莱欧妮! 是你吗? Briony! Is that you?
你没事吧? Are you all right?
能不能请你帮我一个忙? Do you think you could do me a favour?
你能先跑回去把这个交给茜吗?我... Could you run ahead and give this to Cee? I...
觉得自己交给她有点傻 好的 Feel a bit of a fool handing it over myself. All right.
布莱欧妮 Briony.
布莱欧妮! Briony!
我想他就是你所谓的合适人选 当然 I suppose he's what you might call eligible. Rather.
他肯定是自以为不同凡响 He certainly seems to think he's the cat's pyjamas.
看到他的阴毛从耳朵里长出来 他这个想法显得很怪异 Which is odd, considering he has pubic hair growing out of his ears.
我想像得到他会给你很多吵吵闹闹傻里傻气的儿子 I should imagine he'd give you a lot of very noisy, bone headed sons.
实际上他很有男子气概 每个人你都这么说 He's quite a good egg, actually. You say that about everyone.
利昂! 小精灵 这不是我的小妹妹吗! Leon! Rummy, if it ain't my little sis!
我给你写了个剧 利昂 我想为你排一出戏 I wrote you a play, Leon. I wanted to do a play for you.
阿拉贝拉的审判 嗯 还有时间 The Trials Of Arabella. Well, there's still time.
不必非得在今晚演出 不 今晚不可能演了 Doesn't have to be this evening. No, it's impossible.
布莱欧妮 我跟你说 我的声音很好听 Briony. Tell you what. I'm good at voices,
你的还更好 我们晚饭后一起来朗读剧本吧 you're even better, so we'll read it out after dinner.
布莱欧妮 你看了这封信吗? 是啊 这真是个好主意 Briony, did you read this letter? Yes, let's. That's a wonderful idea.
布莱欧妮! 你们在这儿 我调的巧尾酒 Briony! Here we are. My choc-tail.
你一定得尝尝 I insist you try it.
没有信封吗? Wasn't there an envelope?
我能进来吗? Do you mind if I come in?
今晚真是糟透了 I've had the most appalling evening.
那对双胞胎一直在折磨我 看 The twins have been torturing me. Look.
有多糟 How awful.
扭手腕 Chinese burns.
就是啊 That's right.
他们要回家 他们觉得是我让他们不能回去 They want to go home.They think it's me that's keeping them here.
洛拉 Lola.
我能告诉你一件事吗?一件真正糟糕的事 Can I tell you something? Something really terrible.
可以 告诉我吧 Yes, please.
你能想到最恶心的词是什么? What's the worst word you can possibly imagine?
他是个大色狼 对啊 He's a sex maniac! That's right.
塞西莉亚会怎么做? 我不知道 What's Cecilia going to do? I don't know.
你应该告诉警察 你这么想吗? You ought to call the police. Do you think so?
他说他时时刻刻都在想着 He said he thought about it all day long.
你只要把信给警察看就行了 All you have to do is show them the letter.
你不会告诉别人 是吧 你保证? 我保证 You won't tell anyone, will you, promise? I promise.
好的 如果被他发现了 不知道他会干什么 Good. If he found out, there's no knowing what he might do.
你说得对 You're right.
你去洗洗脸吧 我还要换衣服 You better tidy your face. I've still got to change.
谢谢 布莱欧妮 你心肠真好 Thanks, Briony. You're a real brick.
塞西莉亚 Cecilia!
那封信是个误会 布莱欧妮看过了 It was a mistake. Briony read it.
天哪 对不起 要给你的不是这封 My God, I'm so sorry. It was the wrong version.
是啊 Yes.
这封信从来不该让人看到 不该 It was never meant to be read. No.
要给我看的那封信是怎么写的? What was in the version I was meant to read?
该怎么说呢 更合规矩 没那么... I don't know. It was more formal. Less...
露骨? 是的 Anatomical? Yes.
我想了几个星期了 于是今天早上在喷泉那儿... It's been there for weeks, and then this morning by the fountain...
我从来没做过这样的事 I've never done anything like that before.
我很生气 气你 也气我自己 And I was so angry with you, and with myself.
我以为你离开去上医学院 我会很高兴 但是... I thought if you went away to medical school, then I'd be happy, but...
我不知道我怎么会这么不了解自己 这么... I don't know how I could have been so ignorant about myself, so...
这么愚蠢 So stupid.
你知道我在说什么的 是吧? You do know what I'm talking about, don't you?
你比我还清楚 You knew before I did.
你为什么哭呢? Why are you crying?
你不明白吗? Don't you know?
明白 我都明白 Yes, I know exactly.
罗比 Robbie.
塞西莉亚 Cecilia.
我爱你 I love you.
有人进来了 Someone's come in.
塞西莉亚 Cecilia!
人们坐在外面在碎石小路上吃晚餐 People were sitting out having dinner on the pavement.
我父母总是认为暑气会促人道德松懈 It was always the view of my parents that hot weather encouraged loose morals.
盛夏的时候 他们都不准姐姐和我出门 In high summer, my sister and I were never allowed out of the house.
他们觉得村民会因此而骚动 They thought the villagers would be unnecessarily provoked.
你怎么说 茜? 炎热的天气会不会让你行差踏错? What do you say, Cee? Does the hot weather make you behave badly?
天哪 你脸红了 因为这儿很热 仅此而已 Good heavens, you're blushing. It's just hot in here, that's all.
洛拉 把口红擦掉 你还小呢 Lola, wipe that lipstick off. You're far too young.
你怎么样呢 布莱欧妮? 你今天犯下了什么罪过? What about you, Briony? What sins have you committed today?
我没做错什么 你们看见那对双胞胎了吗? I've done nothing wrong. Have you seen the twins recently?
上次我见他们的时候 他们看来不太高兴 那俩小可怜虫 They didn't look very happy last time I saw them, poor little chaps.
你胡说 布莱欧妮 你是怎么回事 You know nothing about it. Briony. I can't imagine what's got into you.
我从来不知道你这么不懂礼貌 他们才不是什么小可怜虫 I've never known you to be so rude. Well, they're not poor little chaps.
看看他们是怎么对洛拉的 你在说什么? Just look what they did to Lola. What are you talking about?
杰克逊和皮耶罗扭她的手臂 都扭红了 Jackson and Pierrot bruised her arm. Gave her Chinese burns.
我看她是对的 我把他们从她身上拉开的 I'm afraid she's quite right. I had to pull them off her.
我也受到了波及 How I got my war wound.
是双胞胎干的吗 洛拉? The twins did that, Lola?
是的 像摔跤一样 Yes, it all turned into a bit of a wrestle,
但是 没人受伤 是吧 洛拉? I'm afraid. Still, no harm done, eh, Lola?
请你去把那俩男孩找来好吗 布莱欧妮? Would you go and find these boys, please, Briony?
告诉他们已经开饭了 还有他们怎么这么没礼貌? Tell them dinner's ready, and where are their manners?
为什么要我去? 布莱欧妮 你要么听话去找 Why do I have to go? Briony, you'll do as you're told,
要么就直接回房去 or you'll go straight to your room.
有封信! 给我! It's a letter! Give it to me!
他们跑了 谁跑了? They've run away. Who has?
双胞胎 The twins.
我们走了 洛拉那么讨厌 而且我们想回家 "We are going to run away because Lolais so horrid to us and we want to go home.
还有 戏也演不成了 别担心 "Also, there wasn't a play." Don't worry.
我们派人出去找 他们不会走远的 We'll send out some search parties. They can't have gone far.
茜 你跟着我 Cee, you come with me.
皮耶罗! Pierrot!
杰克逊! Jackson!
孩子们! Boys!
杰克逊! Jackson!
皮耶罗! Pierrot!
洛拉?你没事吧? Lola? Are you all right?
对不起 我不是... 对不起 I'm sorry. I didn't... I'm sorry.
是谁? Who was it?
我看见他了 I saw him.
是他 对不对? 对 是他 It was him, wasn't it? Yes, it was him.
洛拉 是谁? Lola, who was it?
是罗比 对不对? 罗比? It was Robbie, wasn't it? Robbie?
你看见了? 你说的 他是个大色狼 You saw him? Like you said, he's a sex maniac.
你还不知道晚餐前那件事呢 And you don't even know what happened before dinner.
我在书房撞见他正要对我姐姐下手 I caught him attacking my sisterin the library.
如果我没闯进去不知道他会干些什么 I don't know what he'd have done if I hadn't come in.
你真看见他了? 当然 看得像白天一样清楚 You actually saw him? Of course I did. Plain as day.
他把我推到地上 然后用手遮住我的眼睛 He pushed me to the ground. And then he put his hands over my eyes.
我真的没法...我一直没法... 听着 我认得他 I couldn't actually... I never actually... Listen. I've known him
我从小就认识他 而且我看见是他 my whole life, and I saw him.
因为我说不准 Because I couldn't say for sure.
我说得准 我会说出来 Well, I can. And I will.
报警 她还需要看医生 Call the police. And she'll be needing a doctor, as well.
没事了 亲爱的 现在已经没事了 罗比回来了吗? It's all right, dear. It's all right now. Is Robbie back yet?
我没见过他 I haven't seen him.
我知道是谁干的 I know who it was.
你是看见是他? 是的 我看见是他 You saw him, then? Yes, I saw him.
看见他的正脸了? 我知道是他 Just as you see me? I know it was him.
你知道是他? 还是你看见是他 You know it was him? Or you saw him?
是的 我看见的 我看见是他 亲眼所见? Yes, I did, I saw him. With your own eyes?
是的 我看见是他 亲眼所见 Yes. I saw him, I saw him with my own eyes.
做得好 亲爱的 Well done, darling.
我哥和我在下面湖边找到她们俩的 My brother and I found the two of them down by the lake.
你看见其他人了吗? You didn't see anyone else?
布莱欧妮告诉你的话我不会全信 她总是胡思乱想 I wouldn't necessarily believe everything Briony tells you. She's rather fanciful.
他们去找的时候 我去我爸爸那儿了 When they went looking, I went up to my dad's.
我真去了 去干吗? I did, honest. POLICEMAN: Why was that?
把这些都告诉他 To tell him all about it.
我知道我不该打开这封信 是的 你不该打开 I know I shouldn't have opened it. No, you should not.
但是至少你现在做得对 But at least you've done the right thing now.
长官 有人来了 Sir, there is someone coming.
你该去睡了 可是... Time you went to bed. But...
现在就去 Now.
塞西莉亚! Cecilia!
你这个骗子! 骗子! 骗子! 骗子! You liars! You liars! Liars! Liars!
法国南部 4年后 Northern FranceFour years later
我跟他说 我说 "你可以坐这儿玩手指" I says to him, I says, "You can sit down there, twiddling your thumbs,
"等着脑袋开花"只要你愿意 "waiting to get your head blown off, if you want to.
我要撤了 "I'm off out of it."
晚上好 先生 晚上好? 我来应付 Bonsoir monsieur. Bonsoir? Let me do this.
(是英国人吗?)
(是英国人)
(有东西给你们)
(什么?)
他想干吗? What's his game?
他说他给我们送东西来的 见鬼 He says he's got something for us. Fucking hell!
(待着别动!)
等等 我们给你们送吃的来了 Wait! We have food for you
面包 糖 Bread, sugar
还有酒! And wine!
(法兰西万岁!)
你们怎么会在这儿? What are you doing here?
(刚开始的时候…)
开始撤退的时候 德国装甲部队发起了攻击 When the retreat started, Panzers attacked,
我掉队了 and I was separated from my unit
这么说是真的了 英国撤退了 So it's true, the English are retreating
(非常感谢)
天一亮我们就走 We'll be gone at first light
我们打了这么些年 死了这么多人 We fought all those years, lost all those dead,
现在德国又把法国占了 now the Germans are in France again
我们会回来的 We will come back
我们会把他们赶出去 we will throw them out
我保证 I promise you
祝你们好运 Good luck
老实交代吧 Come on, then.
你这么个公子哥儿 说着法语之类之类的 怎么会只是个小兵呢? How come a toff like you, talks French and everything, ends up a private?
我直接从监狱上战场 没机会参加适当的军官培训 Not eligible for officers' training if you join direct from prison.
你胡扯 不 我没有 You're pulling my tit. No, I'm not.
他们让我选 继续坐牢还是参军 They gave me a choice. Stay in prison or join the Army.
郑重声明 我绝不是什么公子哥儿 And for the record, the last thing I am is a toff.
6个月前 Six months earlier
对不起来迟了 我迷路了 I'm sorry I'm late, I got lost.
你好 你好 Hello. Hello.
我们坐下好吗? 好 当然好 Should we sit down? Yes, of course.
对不起 不记得你要多少糖 我... 两勺 谢谢 I'm sorry, I can't remember, I...Two. Thank you.
你住在哪儿? Where are you living?
巴勒姆的一间小公寓 阴森森的 Tiny flat in Balham. It's ghastly.
房东很粗鲁而且非常八卦 你看上去一点没变 The landlady's rude and horribly nosy. You look the same.
除了这身制服 是啊 对不起 我半小时后 Apart from the uniform, of course.Yes, I'm sorry. I've got to go back
就得回医院 哦 天哪 那... to the hospital in half an hour. Oh, God, that...
抱歉 别这么说 Sorry. No.
你和家里还有联系吗? Have you been in touch with your family?
没有 我跟你说过我不会联系的 No, I told you I wouldn't.
上周利昂等在医院外面 我就只是从他身边挤过去 Leon waited outside the hospital last week, I just pushed past him.
茜 你不欠我什么 Cee, you don't owe me anything.
罗比 你没看我的信吗? Robbie, didn't you read my letters?
如果我能去看你 如果他们能让我天天去 Had I been allowed to visit you, had they let me every day,
我天天都会去的 对 可是... I would have been there every day. Yes, but...
如果我们所有的都只停留在 If all we have rests on a few moments
三年半前书房的那一刻 那么我不能肯定 in a library three and a half years ago, then I'm not sure,
我不知道能不能... 罗比 看着我 I don't know if...Robbie, look at me.
看着我 Look at me.
你要回来 Come back.
回到我身边 Come back to me.
最亲爱的塞西莉亚 Dearest Cecilia.
塞西莉亚 Cecilia.
我的一个朋友在海边有间小屋 A friend of mine has a cottage by the coast.
他说你下次休假我们可以去借住 Said we can borrow it when you're next on leave.
白色的墙 漆了蓝色的窗棱 White clapboard with blue-painted window frames.
我希望这巴士永远不要来 给你 I hope this bus never comes. Here.
你走以后也好有个念想 Something to think of while you're away.
我爱你 I love you.
这些可怜蛋要扑个空了 Some poor sod's gonna catch a packet.
亲爱的 布莱欧妮不知怎么弄到了我的地址 寄了封信来 My darling. Briony found my address somehow, and sent a letter.
首先让我吃惊的是她没去念剑桥 The first surprise was she didn't go up to Cambridge.
她正在我以前待过的医院参加护士培训 She's doing nurse's training at my old hospital.
我想她这么做可能是为了忏悔 I think she may be doing this as some kind of penance.
她说她开始领会到她做了什么 还有她带来的后果 She says she's beginning to get the full grasp of what she did, and what it meant.
她想来和我谈谈 She wants to come and talk to me.
我爱你 我会等你 你要回来 I love you. I'll wait for you. Come back.
回到我身边 Come back to me.
你要回来 回到我身边 Come back. Come back to me.
咱们到底咋走? 妈的 So where we going, guv?
恨死这对操蛋靴子了! Fucking hate those boots!
比全部操蛋德国佬加起来还可恨 I hate them worse than all the fucking Germans put together!
只穿着袜子走回英国可够你受的 You'll have a job getting back to England in your socks.
我说 伙计 你该把衣服穿上 Come on, pal, you should be getting dressed.
如果我掉下去 你会救我吗? 当然 If I fell in, would you save me? Of course.
布莱欧妮! Briony!
谢谢你 Thank you.
谢谢你! 谢谢你 谢谢你! Thank you! Thank you, thank you!
这真是件难以置信十足的蠢事 That's an incredibly bloody stupid thing to do.
我想让你来救我 难道你不知道 I wanted you to save me. Don't you know
你很可能会淹死? how easily you could have drowned?
你救了我 笨丫头 You saved me. Stupid child!
你差点害死我们俩 你是要开这种玩笑吗? You could have killed us both. Is that your idea of a joke?
我想谢谢你救了我的命 I want to thank you for saving my life.
我会永远感激你的 I will be eternally grateful to you.
缘分未尽 The story can resume.
我们缘分未尽 我要坚持 Our story can resume. I will simply resume.
德国佬 到我们的绍森德(英国地名)去遛遛 Jerry, come and have a go at us in fucking South End.
要是去特拉法尔加广场(伦敦的广场)就更好了 那儿没人说鸟语 Or better still, Trafalgar Square. No one speaks the fucking lingo out here.
你没法说 "给我饼干"或者 "我的手雷呢?" You can't say, "Pass the biscuit," or "Where's me hand grenade?"
他们只会耸耸肩 因为他们也讨厌我们 我是说 这是关键 They just shrug. Because they hate us, too. I mean, that's the point.
咱们为法国打仗 他妈的法国佬还恨咱们 We fight in France and the French fucking hate us.
要是让我做内政大臣 我他妈立马就能解决问题 Make me Home Secretary, I'll sort this out in a fucking minute.
我们有印度和非洲 对吧? We got India and Africa, right?
让德国佬吞了法国和比利时 还有他们看上的其它什么地方 Jerry can have France and Belgium and wherever else they want.
谁他妈去过波兰啊? 这都是为了扩张 占地盘 Who's fucking ever been to Poland? It's all about room, empire.
他们想多占点 把这个屎坑给他们好了 我们留着自己的就行 They want more empire, give 'em this shit hole, we keep ours,
屁大的小孩都懂 这么简单不就他妈成了 and it's "Bob's your uncle" and "Fanny's your fucking aunt"!
琢磨琢磨吧 Think about it.
最亲爱的塞西莉亚 缘分未尽 Dearest Cecilia. The story can resume.
那天傍晚我一边走一边计划我们的未来 The one I had been planning on that evening walk.
我会再一次踩着尘土穿过萨里花园 I can become again the man who once crossed the Surrey park
穿着我最好的西装 得意洋洋地以为自己前途无量 at dusk in my best suit, swaggering on the promise of life.
我还会带着赤裸裸的热情 在书房跟你做爱 The man who, with the clarity of passion, made love to you in the library.
缘分未尽 The story can resume.
我会回去 I will return,
回去找你 爱你 find you, love you,
娶你 然后挺起胸膛生活 marry you. And live without shame.
闻到海水的味道了 You can smell the sea.
我操 Fuck me.
像是圣经里的场面 耶稣基督啊 It's like something out of the Bible. Jesus Christ.
快点 全都过来把这儿弄好 Come on, get everybody to clean this mess up now.
我们刚到 长官 能不能告诉我们现在该怎么办? We've just arrived, sir. Can you tell us what we're supposed to be doing?
不怎么办 等着 船在哪儿? Nothing. Just wait. Where are the ships?
昨天总算有几条闯过来 还被德国空军炸翻了 A few made it in yesterday,Luftwaffe blew them to buggery.
兰卡斯特号沉没了 损失了3千人 Lost 3,000 men when they sank the Lancastria.
上面聪明绝顶 不给我们空中掩护 High command, in its infinite wisdom, is denying us air cover.
真窝囊 真是他妈的天灾人祸 A disgrace, a fucking disaster.
不 听着 问题是 知道吗 有人盼着我回去呢 你看 No, look, the thing is, you see, I'm expected back, you see.
这海滩上有30多万人 兵士 你得等着 There's over 300,000 men on this beach, Private. You'll have to wait your turn.
你没受伤就该谢天谢地了 有命令让把伤员都留下 Just be grateful you're not wounded. I've orders to leave the wounded behind.
别 别 别 算了吧 老兄 狗嘴吐不出象牙 还是走吧 No, no, no, leave it, guv! Never trust a sailor on dry land. You're best off out of it.
这可不对 That's not right.
天啊 Christ.
你们听见了吗 姑娘们? Can you hear me, laddies?
我要回家了! I'm coming home!
赐我们平和的心境 Take from our souls the strain and stress
让我们的命运忏悔 And let our ordered lives confess
您的平和如此美好 The beauty of Thy peace
您的平静 您的乳香 Breathe through the heats of our desire
吹过我们炙热的欲望 Thy coolness and Thy balm
安抚灵魂 解救肉身 Let sense be numb, let flesh retire
地震 风火都是您的言语 Speak through the earthquake, wind and fire
啊 安静 听您风平浪静地低语 O still, small voice of calm
老兄 Guv'nor.
我得喝上一杯 I have to get something to drink.
你应该喝一杯 你脸色不好 You need one. You're grey.
他脸都绿了 你看是不? He's gone all grey, can you see?
在那儿 走 There. Come on.
现在我只想喝杯茶 All I want's a cup of tea now.
你他妈干吗? What the fuck you doing?
我要回家了 小妞 我要回家了 I'm coming home! Laddie, I'm coming home!
操他们 操他们 长的 短的 高一头的 Fuck 'em all! Fuck 'em all! The long and the short and the tall
操遍士官和上尉 下士也都不能放过 Fuck all the Sergeants and WO 1s Fuck all the corporals
还有他们的龟儿子 and their bastard sons
他们就要爬回营地 我们就要说声拜拜 'Cause we're saying goodbye to them all As back to their billets they crawl
在海这头横竖升职没门 You'll get no promotion this side of the ocean
弟兄们 铆足了劲儿 操他们 So cheer up, my ladsFuck 'em all!
(雾码头 1938年 由马赛尔·卡尔内执导) (Le Quai Des Brumes 1938 Marcel Carne)
麦克! Mike!
撑住啊 老兄 Hold up, guv.
在这儿等我 Wait here.
干吗不坐下呢? Why don't you sit down?
这好热啊 It's so hot in here.
把靴子脱了吧 Take off your boots.
我必须回去 我答应过她 I have to get back. I promised her.
要幸福地过日子 To put things right.
她爱我 她在等我 And she loves me. She's waiting for me.
等等 等等 Wait, wait, wait.
嘿 你把靴子怎么着了? Hey, what have you done with your boots?
你确定你觉得还好吗? 再好不过了 Look, you're sure you're feeling all right?Never better.
现在我正考虑要不要在海滩上大吃一顿 Now I'm wondering whether the beach really is the best place for dinner.
我不知道 我认不出这是哪儿 我不晓得 I'm not sure, I don't recognise it. Dunno.
这儿就行 睡这儿吧 不 This'll do, down here. No.
不 不 还在前面 啥在前面? No, no, it's further on. What is?
我知道的一个地方 一间旧木屋 白色墙壁 This place I know, an old cottage with white clapboards
漆了蓝色的窗棱 and blue-painted window frames.
啊 对 对 咱去那儿 Aw, yes.That's right, that's where we're going.
就在这附近 咱到了 就是这儿 It's close to here. We're there. This is it.
咱到了 老兄 下去吧 Here we are, guv. Down here.
没事的 老兄 没事的 That's all right, guv. That's right.
头枕这儿 头枕这儿 躺好了 Get your head down. Get your head down. There you go.
裹好被子 别冻着 Tuck yourself in. Keep yourself warm.
嚼点这个 可要轻点嚼 不然他们都想要了 Chew on a bit of this. But quiet like, or they'll all be wanting some.
尽量睡会儿吧 Try and get some sleep.
找你 Find you.
爱你 Love you.
娶你 Marry you.
挺起胸膛生活 And live without shame.
我爱你 你要回来 回到我身边 I love you. Come back. Come back to me.
声儿太大了 老兄 什么? Bit too much noise, guv'nor. What?
什么声儿? 你一直喊呢 What noise? You keep shouting.
有些弟兄都有点恼了 什么? Some of the lads are getting a bit peeved.What?
神哪 你看起来有点难受 因为我还想再待会儿 Christ. You look a bit rough.Thing is, I've decided to stay on for a bit.
我正梦见她 她一直等着我 I'm meeting someone,and I'm always keeping her waiting.
现在听着 听我的 老兄 Now, listen. Listen to me, guv'nor.
刚才我去撒尿 你猜我看见什么了! I went out for a Jimmy Riddle just now. Guess what I saw!
他们正在海滩上分组 They're getting themselves sorted out down on the beach.
那些船都回来了 巴夫斯号的一个老头7点会带我们走 The boats are back, and a geezer from the Buffs is marching us down at 7:00.
我们要走了 我们要动身回家了 伙计 We're away. We're off home, mate.
所以再睡会儿 你可别再喊了 So get some more sleep, and no more of your bleeding shouting.
行吗? 我不出声了 All right? I won't say a word.
7点前叫我 好吗? 谢谢你 Wake me before 7:00, would you? Thanks so much.
我一点声也不出了 我保证 You won't hear another word from me. Promise.
伦敦 3周前 LondonThree weeks earlier
床要对齐 床头冲里 Bed castors should be lined up and pointing inwards.
昨天我发现有3张放反了 是谁干的谁知道 I found three yesterday that weren't. You know who you are.
今天是谁负责铺毯子? Which of you were responsible for putting away the blankets today?
是我 护士长 我看你是说不上来 I was, Sister. I don't suppose you can tell us
你哪儿做错了? 说不上来 护士长 what you did wrong? No, Sister.
你把标签都叠到里面去了 是不是? Labels are folded to the inside, are they not?
是的 护士长 重叠 Yes, Sister. Do them again.
苔丽斯护士 到我办公室来 其他人解散 Nurse Tallis, I'll see you in my office. The rest of you are excused.
你到底在不在乎这份工作 很在乎 护士长 Is this job at all important to you, Tallis?Very important, Sister.
昨天你协助了男外科 Yesterday, you were seconded to men's surgical.
你的病人麻醉药劲刚过 第一件事 When your patient came round from his anaesthetic, it seems the first thing he did
就是要找布莱欧妮 布莱欧妮是谁啊? was to ask for Briony. Who might Briony be?
嗯 是我 护士长 这儿没有布莱欧妮 Well, me, Sister. There is no Briony.
你是苔丽斯 苔丽斯护士 明白了吗? You are Tallis. Nurse Tallis. Is that understood?
明白 护士长 Yes, Sister.
这儿没有布莱欧妮 There is no Briony.
BBC广播电台 现在为你播报新闻 This is the BBCHome Service. Here is the news.
英国远征军联同法国盟军将在 The BEF, with their French allies, are fighting a desperate battle
西方前线北部与敌人决一死战 in the northern zone of the Western Front.
盟军同仇敌忾 士气高涨 The Allied Forces have not lost cohesion, and their morale is high.
皇家空军仍然在法国东北部以及比利时 The RAF continues to give all the support in its power
对盟军全力支援 to the Allied armies in northeasternFrance and Belgium. Railways, roads,
对敌方铁路 公路 桥梁以及部队进行持续攻击 昨天... bridges and enemy troops have been continuously attacked, yesterday...
谢谢 我不会用左手使剪刀 Thanks. I never could make the scissors work with my left hand.
总是妈妈帮我剪的 Mummy always did it for me.
好了 剪好了 There, you're done.
烦人! Bother!
晚安 庞提 Night-night, Ponty.
晚安 苔丽斯 Good night, Tallis.
别慌 是我 Don't panic! It's only me.
菲奥娜 吓死我了 Fiona, I almost jumped out of my skin.
原来熄灯以后你就躲在这儿 So this is where you duck to after lights out.
我还以为你正沐浴爱河呢 I thought you might be in the middle of some tempestuous romance.
这儿冷死了 你不觉得吗? Don't you freeze to death up here?
我喜欢伦敦 I love London.
你说这些会不会都被炸弹夷为平地? Do you think all of this will be bombed and just disappear?
不 No.
我不知道 I don't know.
你写德拉蒙德护士长吗? Do you write about Sister Drummond?
你写我吗? 有时候写 Do you write about me? Sometimes.
我能看吗? 你最好别看 这是秘密 Can I look?I'd rather you didn't. It's private.
(喷泉旁的二人 布莱欧妮·苔丽斯着)
要是不让人看 干吗还要写小说呢 I don't see any point in writing a story if you're not going to let anyone read it.
现在还不能看 还没写完呢 是个什么故事? It's not ready yet. It's unfinished. What's it about?
挺复杂的 哦? It's complicated. Yes?
就是... It's just...
是说一个小女孩 一个年轻傻气的女孩 It's about a young girl, a young and foolish girl, who sees something from
看到卧室窗外的一件事 其实她不懂 但是她自以为懂 her bedroom window which she doesn't understand, but she thinks she does.
我可能永远都写不完 I probably won't ever finish it.
我看着你 苔丽斯 总觉得你很神秘 I look at you, Tallis,and you're so mysterious.
我就一点也不神秘 I've never been mysterious.
你知道我今晚有个什么决定吗? 什么决定? Do you know what I decided tonight? What?
我一定要嫁一个皇家海军的军人 I could never marry a man who wasn't in the Royal Navy.
找到了 塞西莉亚·苔丽斯 Here we are. Cecilia Tallis.
这应该是她的地址 I think this is her address.
谢谢 Thank you.
亲爱的塞西莉亚 请不要看也不看就扔掉这封信 Dear Cecilia. Please don't throw this away without reading it.
从信笺就能看出来 我正在圣托马斯医院 As you'll have seen from the notepaper, I'm here at St Thomas'
接受护士培训 doing my nurses' training.
我决定不去剑桥了 I decided not to take up my place at Cambridge.
天哪 Oh, God.
我想做个有用的人 做点实事 I decided I wanted to make myself useful. Do something practical.
报纸上说军队正在战略性收缩 It says in the newspaper the Army are making strategic withdrawals.
对 我也看到了 Yes, I saw that.
把撤退说得好听点罢了 It's a euphemism for retreat.
不管多卖力干活 不管每天忙多少个小时 No matter how hard I work, no matter how long the hours,
我总是无法忘记我犯的错 I can't escape from what I did
还有那错误的后果 and what it meant,
那件事的前因后果我才刚刚开始明白 the full extent of whichI am only now beginning to grasp.
茜 请回信 答应跟我见一面 Cee, please write and tell me we can meet.
妹妹 布莱欧妮 Your sister, Briony.
你有吗? 我有什么? So do you? Do I what?
有一个神秘的未婚夫在法国 大家都觉得你有 Have a secret fiance in France. That's what everyone thinks.
当然没有 No, of course not.
想像一下不知道他还能不能回来 Imagine not knowing if he'd ever come back.
我从来没有爱过谁 I've never been in love.
什么 从来没有? 也没动过心? What, never? Not even a crush?
噢 我有一次动过心 当时我大概10岁还是11岁 Oh, I had a crush once, when I was 10 or 11.
我跳进河里看他会不会救我 I jumped into a river to see if he'd save me from drowning.
你笑话我 不 不 他真地救了我 Now you're teasing me. Oh, no. And he did save me.
但是一告诉他我爱他 那种感觉就消失了 But as soon as I told him I loved him, the feeling sort of disappeared.
出事了 Something's happened.
在外面 快点 Outside, quickly.
罗比 Robbie.
抱歉 Excuse me.
苔丽斯护士 我没记错的话 你会说一点法语 Nurse Tallis, you speak a little French, if I remember rightly.
在学校学过一点 护士长 Only school French, Sister.
13号床的伤员 去他那儿坐一会儿 握住他的手 There's a soldier in Bed 13. Go and sit with him for a minute. Hold his hand.
去吧 Off you go.
你总算来了 Here you are at last
护士长让我来的 Sister sent me
来跟你说说话 for a little chat
我记得你姐姐 I remember your sister
她总是那么好 she was always so nice
她现在在做什么? what's she doing now?
她也是个护士 She is a nurse as well
她和她深爱的那个人结婚了吗? Did she finally marry that man she was so in love with?
我忘记他的名字了 I've forgotten his name
罗比? Robbie?
我希望他们很快能结婚 She will soon I hope
罗比 Robbie
对 是这个名字 yes that's right
你呢? And you?
你叫什么名字? What is your name?
吕克 Luc.
吕克·高奈 Luc Cornet.
你呢? And you?
苔丽斯 Tallis.
真好听 That's pretty
现在我想起你来了 I remember you now
英国女孩 the English girl
还记得你第一次去米洛吗? You remember your first visit to Millau?
我跟我爸爸在烤箱那儿干活 I was working by the ovens with my father.
我听出了你的口音 I heard your accent
能不能帮我个忙 苔丽斯? Can you do me a little favour Tallis?
绷带太紧了 These bandages are so tight,
能请你帮我松开点吗? can you loosen them a bit, please?
当然 Of course
你记得我妹妹吗 安娜? You remember my younger sister, Anne?
她还在弹德彪西的曲子 She still plays that little piece
你记得吗? do you remember?
她弹奏的时候很严肃 She looks so serious when she plays
还有我们的可松面包 And our croissants,
你觉得怎么样? what did you think of them?
是米洛那里最好吃的 The most delicious in Millau
是的 Yes.
用的是上等牛油 It's the quality of the butter
是的 Yes
所以你天天来买吗? Is that why you came every day?
我是说 Because you know,
我妈妈很喜欢你 my mother is very fond of you
在她看来 in her opinion,
我们夏天就应该结婚 we should get married in the summer
噢 是吗? Oh yes?
是的 Yes
我希望这样你会舒服点 I hope that's more comfortable
你爱我吗? Do you love me?
爱 Yes
你能待一会儿吗? Can you stay a while?
我害怕 I'm frightened
苔丽斯 布莱欧妮 Tallis. Briony.
我叫布莱欧妮 Je m'appelle Briony.
起立 苔丽斯护士 Stand up, Nurse Tallis.
现在去把你脸上的血洗了 Now go and wash the blood off your face.
海军赢得了不朽的功勋 这支军队战无不胜 The Navy has earned our undying gratitude. The Army is undefeated.
勇气使他们所向披靡 他们的精神长盛不衰 Courage has brought them through unconquered, their spirit unbowed.
这就是敦克尔克的伟大胜利 This is the epic of Dunkirk.
战争史上的不朽篇章 A name that will live forever in the annals of warfare.
(国内方面)
在一次访问行程中 In the course of a comprehensive tour,
伊丽莎白王后视察了英格兰北部一间巧克力工厂 Queen Elizabeth is seen here visiting a chocolate factory in the north of England.
英国军队的朋友 糖果大亨保罗·马歇尔 The confectionary magnate and friend of the British Army,
陪同王后参观了军队巧克力独家供应商Amo的工厂 Mr Paul Marshall, gave the Queen a tour of the Army Amo factory
他可爱的 即将迎娶的未婚妻 洛拉·昆西小姐也在旁随侍 with his lovely,soon-to-be-wed fiancee, Miss Lola Quincey.
他们真是天作之和 What a mouthwatering couple they are.
Amo多多益善 小伙子们都喜欢巧克力 Keep the Amo coming.Our boys have a sweet tooth.
其次 为求赎罪 避免通奸 Secondly, for a remedy against sin, and to avoid fornication,
未能生而自制的众生 that such persons as have not the gift of continence,
应当结婚 仍为我主教会的纯洁儿女 might marry and keep themselves undefiled members of Christ's body.
再次 为了众生共有的团体 相互帮助 彼此安慰 Thirdly, it was ordained,for the mutual society, help and comfort,
每人注定要有另一半 that the one ought to have the other.
我看见是他 I saw him.
因此 如果任何人能说明 Therefore, if any man can show any just cause
为什么他们不能合法结合 why they may not be lawfully joined together...
我知道是他 I know it was him.
现在提出或者永远缄默 ...let him now speakor forever hold his peace.
我看见是他 亲眼所见 I saw him. I saw him with my own eyes.
让护士姐姐过去 Let the nursey through.
今天要带他们去乡村 他们从没离开过伦敦 They're going down to the country today. Never been out of London before.
希望他们能找到好人家 I hope they get a nice family.
这样的命 谁知道呢 They don't know what they're in for with this lot.
走吧 Come on.
我要找苔丽斯小姐 塞西莉亚·苔丽斯 I'm looking for Miss Tallis. Cecilia Tallis.
她在吗? Is she in?
苔丽斯! 门外有人找! Tallis! Door!
我写过信 你没回 I tried writing. You wouldn't answer.
我有话要跟你说 I have to talk to you.
你现在是病房护士? 是的 So you're a ward sister now? Yes.
谢谢 Thanks.
我想去找个法官改证词 茜 I want to go in front of a judge and change my evidence, Cee.
别那样叫我 Don't call me that.
拜托你别那样叫我 Please don't call me that.
我知道我犯了滔天大错 我不指望你会原谅我 I know what I did was terrible. I don't expect you to forgive me.
噢 别担心 我不会 Oh, don't worry, I won't.
你是个不可信的证人 他们不会重审这个案子的 You're an unreliable witness. They'll never reopen the case.
那 至少我能告诉其他人我说错了 Well, at leastI could tell everyone else what I did.
我可以回家告诉爸爸妈妈和利昂... I can go home and explain to Mummy and Daddy and Leon...
那你怎么不回去? 我 我想先来找你 So what's stopping you? Well, I wanted to see you first.
他们根本不想再听到这件事 They don't want to hear any more about it.
那件不愉快的事已经完完全全成为过去了 That unpleasantness is all tidied away in the past, thank you very much.
可是... But...
我快迟到了 得马上出门 I'll be late. Better get moving.
失陪 Excuse me.
他睡得那么沉 He sleeps so deeply.
她来这儿干吗? 她有话要跟我说 What is she doing here? She wanted to speak to me.
哦 是吗 说什么? Oh, yes, what about?
说我做的那件可怕的事 The terrible thing I did.
罗比 亲爱的 Robbie. Darling.
我跟你直说了吧 I'll be quite honest with you.
我想得快疯了 是要扭断你的脖子 I'm torn between breaking your neck here
还是把你从楼梯上扔下去 and taking you and throwing you down the stairs.
哦 天哪 Oh, God.
你知不知道坐牢的滋味? 你当然不知道 Do you have any idea what it's like in jail?Of course, you don't.
告诉我 想着我在牢里你是不是很痛快? Tell me, did it give you pleasure to think of me inside?
不 那你还一直袖手旁观 No.But you did nothing about it.
不 你认为是我侵犯了你表姐? No.Do you think I assaulted your cousin?
不 你那时候是这么认为的吧? No. Did you think it then?
是 既是又不是 Yes. But yes and no.
那你现在怎么能肯定不是我了? 我长大了 And what's made you so certain now? Growing up.
长大了? 当年我才13 Growing up? I was 13.
你要长到几岁才能分辨是非? How old do you have to be to know the difference between right and wrong?
你现在多大 18? What are you, 18?
你非得长到18才能承认你撒了谎吗? Do you have to be 18 before you can bring ourself to own up to a lie?
有的士兵也是18 他们已经战死在路边了 There are soldiers of 18, old enough to be left o die by the side of the road,
你知道吗? 知道 did you know that? Yes.
5年前 你根本不在乎说实话 Five years ago,you didn't care about telling the truth.
不管我读了多少年书 你 你们全家 还是把我当下人看 You, all your family, you just assumed that for all my education,
还是觉得我信不过 所以你才信口雌黄! I was still little better than a servant. Still not to be trusted!
都是因为你 他们才能空手套白狼 让我去卖命 Thanks to you, they were able to close rank sand throw me to the fucking wolves!
罗比! 看着我 看着我 别这样 Robbie! Look at me, look at me.Don't!
回神 回神 Come back. Come back.
回到我身边 Come back to me.
布莱欧妮 Briony.
没多少时间了 There isn't much time.
罗比得在6点报到 他还要赶火车回去 Robbie has to report for duty at 6:00, and he's got a train to catch.
你坐下 So sit down.
有几件事你要给我们办好 There are some things you're going to do for us.
你要尽快去找你父母 You'll go to your parents as soon as you can,
你要把真相告诉他们 and you'll tell them everything they need to know
告诉他们你当时做了伪证 to be convinced that the evidence you gave was false.
找个律师 录一份供词 You'll meet with a solicitor, make a statement,
签好名 找人联署 给我们送一份副本 清楚吗? have it signed, witnessed, send copies to us. Is that clear?
清楚 Yes.
给我写封信 详细解释你为什么 You'll write a detailed letter to me explaining everything that happened
要说在湖边看见的是我 leading up to you saying you saw me by the lake.
你能记得都写下来 Try to include whatever you can remember
写清楚丹尼·哈德曼那晚都做了什么 of what Danny Hardman was doing that night.
哈德曼? 对 Hardman? Yes.
不是丹尼·哈德曼干的 It wasn't Danny Hardman.
是利昂的朋友 马歇尔 It was Leon's friend, Marshall.
我不信 I don't believe you.
他娶了洛拉 我刚参加完他们的婚礼 He's married Lola. I've just come from their wedding.
那洛拉不会作证指认他了 Lola won't be able to testify against him now.
他逃过去了 He's immune.
给你们带来可怕的灾难 我非常 非常抱歉 I'm very, very sorry for the terrible distress that I have caused.
我非常 非常抱歉 I am very, very sorry.
把我们交代的事办好 Just do as we've asked of you.
把真相原原本本写下来 不要押韵 不要修辞 不要添油加醋 Write it all down, just the truth, no rhymes. No embellishments, no adjectives.
之后就别再来烦我们 And then leave us be.
我会办好的 我保证 I will, I promise.
对不起 我们能暂停一下吗? I'm sorry. Could we stop for a moment?
当然 出什么事了吗? Of course. Is something the matter?
我只是需要一个人静一下 I just need a couple of minutes by myself.
...一个人静一下 ...minutes by myself.
布莱欧妮·苔丽斯 你的新小说 你的第21部作品《赎罪》这本书... Briony Tallis, your new novel, your twenty-first, is called Atonement. It's...
布莱欧妮? Briony?
对不起 我们能暂停一下吗? I'm sorry. Could we stop for a moment?
布莱欧妮·苔丽斯 说说你的新作吧 《赎罪》 Briony Tallis, I'd like to talk now about your new novel, Atonement,
几天后你生日那天就要面世了 which comes out in a few days to coincide with your birthday.
你的第21部小说... 我的最后一部 It's your twenty-first novel...It's my last novel.
噢 真的吗? 你要封笔了? Oh, really? Are you retiring?
我没多少日子了 I'm dying.
医生说我得了脑动脉硬化 My doctor tells meI have something called vascular dementia,
基本上这个病就是持续不断的轻微中风 which is essentially a continuous series of tiny strokes.
大脑逐渐停止运作 会引起失语 失忆 Your brain closes down, gradually you lose words, you lose your memory,
对一个作家来说 就相当于封笔了 which for a writer is pretty much the point.
我想正因为如此 我才终于能动笔写这本书 我必须要写 So that's why I could finally write the book, I think. I had to.
也正因为如此 这会是我最后一部小说 And why, of course, it's my last novel.
奇怪的是 Strangely enough,
也可以说这是我的第一部小说 it would be just as accurate to call it my first novel.
战争期间 我还在圣托马斯医院的时候就打了草稿 I wrote several drafts as far back as my time at St Thomas' Hospital during the War.
我就是总不知道该从何写起 I just couldn't ever find the way to do it.
因为这部小说是自传性质的 是吗? Because the novel is autobiographical, is that right?
是 完全正确 人名我都没改过 我自己的名字也没改 Yes, entirely. I haven't changed any names, including my own.
就难在这儿吗? And was that the problem?
不是 No.
很长一段时间里 我决定说出全部真相 I had, for a very long time, decided to tell the absolute truth.
不要押韵 不要修辞 No rhymes, no embellishments.
我想... And I think...
读过这本书就会明白 You've read the book, you'll understand why.
没有亲身经历过的事件我都收集了第一手资料 I got first-hand accounts of all the eventsI didn't personally witness,
监狱里的情形 敦克尔克大撤退 所有这些 the conditions in prison, the evacuation to Dunkirk, everything.
可是这些真相都很残酷 But the effect of all this honesty was rather pitiless.
你看 我都没法再想像这一切的意义何在 You see, I couldn't any longer imagine what purpose would be served by it.
什么的意义? 抱歉 说出真相的意义? By what? Sorry. Served by honesty?
说出真相的意义 By honesty.
或者说是现实的意义 Or reality.
因为 其实 Because, in fact,
1940年6月我没勇气去见我姐姐 I was too much of a coward to go and see my sister in June, 1940.
我那时根本没有去巴勒姆 I never made that journey to Balham.
你知不知道坐牢的滋味? Do you have any idea what it's like in jail?
所以我跟他们忏悔的情节是我想像的 So the scene in whichI confess to them is imagined.
他睡得那么沉 He sleeps so deeply.
是虚构的 Invented.
你要长到几岁才能分辨是非? How old do you have to be to know the difference between right and wrong?
事实上这件事也根本不可能发生 And, in fact,could never have happened.
因为 Because
罗比·特纳于1940年6月1日在布雷敦 Robbie Turner died of septicaemia at Bray-Dunes
死于败血症 on June the first, 1940,
那是大撤退的最后一天 the last day of the evacuation.
安息吧 哥们儿 Cheerio, pal.
我也从没有机会向我姐姐塞西莉亚忏悔 And I was never able to put things right with my sister, Cecilia,
1940年10月15日巴勒姆地铁站上方的 because she was killed on the 15th of October, 1940,
煤气管和水管被炸弹摧毁 她也死了 by the bomb that destroyed the gas and water mains above Balham tube station.
所以... So...
我姐姐和罗比从来没能在一起 My sister and Robbie were never able to have the time together
他们那么渴望能在一起 也理应在一起 they both so longed for, and deserved.
直到现在 我还是... And which, ever since, I've...
直到现在 我还是觉得是我拆散了他们 Ever since I've always felt I prevented.
但是这样的结局 But what sense of hope,
读者怎么能获得希望和满足呢? or satisfaction, could a reader derive from an ending like that?
所以 在小说里 我要把罗比和塞西莉亚现实中错过的幸福还给他们 So, in the book, I wanted to give Robbie and Cecilia what they lost out on in life.
这不是软弱 也不是逃避 I'd like to think this isn't weakness or evasion,
而是一份迟来的仁慈 but a final act of kindness.
我把幸福还给了他们 I gave them their happiness.